Men’s Ministry: We are so close

At times I'm so scared of what God will say to me if i truly sought him, that I'd rather not communicate with Him at all. Sad but true. He will wreck my life like he did to Paul the apostle.

God took Paul and did things Paul would never wanna do in his flesh.

It's a scary thing to say "here I am Lord, you can use me in whatever way you want to."

Ponder in that prayer.........deep relationships can cost us everything. Just imagine if our wife or husband knew everything about us. Maybe they do but I'm sure there was some fear confessing everything.

Well, God does know all and still loves us. Everything is by God's grace and love, everything.

Our next breathe is by God's grace and love. Our health is by God's grace and if he chooses to allow or do something with our health, it's still by God's grace that our next breathe might happen.

It's a scary thing to be vulnerable to an all powerful God. But I'm sick of getting in the way and not surrendering all!

At times I feel all in but those times seem to be just times. God doesn't want "at times" he wants "all the time".

Lord I'm scared, I really am. I'm scared to be completely honest, I'm scared that my faith won't endure till the end.

But we all feel that way. We are to close to give up.

We are so close

Joe